Well, it seems like I haven't updated anything or even been on deviantART in forever. I mean, I've logged on, read messages, and commented on some art, but I haven't been doing much on my page besides procrastinating. Howeverrrr...I got a new camera a few weeks ago, and I love love love it. Now I can finally take pictures of some of the jewelery I made and post them! I took some pictures, a few of which I'll probably post when I'm done with this, but I'm still testing out all of the settings my camera has, and I'm not sure what works best yet. Hopefully I'll have figured out just how to work it by the time spring finally rolls around, and then I'll be able to take pictures of flowers, trees, animals, and all those other springy things. I broke myself yet again, so I won't be riding this week (I sprained a rib or something), but I might go to the barn anyway and have a pony photo shoot. I also had some drawing that I wanted to finish and put up, so maybe I'll get around to finding them and doing that sometime soon. I wana put up some poems/writing, but I don't know if I'll get up the nerve to do that. I've been meaning to write more lately, but it's hard to find time to start. Oh well...eventually! April break is coming up, and even though we have to go to school one day during it to make up for a snow day where there was NO SNOW, I should still have plenty of free time. I'm trying (and failing) to make new clothes out of some old ones because I have a lot of old things left over from when I was forced to clean out my closet, so maybe if anything comes out really cool I'll post a picture of it. I doubt anything will be halfway decent, though. Anerwayz, enough of my rant, and have an art-ful day!

Since I haven't put up any art lately, I thought it was time for an update. I need to start making more art, but I'm being really blocky again and I can seem to get any ideas or make anything that doesn't suck. There's so much I could be doing, like art, photography, studying for midterms or writing an essay, but I can't seem to do anything productive with my time. I keep making up my mind to do something worthwhile, and then I don't. I don;t even know where all my times goes anymore! It seems like when I'm bored there's nothing to do, but otherwise I'm so overwhelmed with things I can't bring myself to do. That's pretty much how it's been for the past couple weeks. I'll try again to make some things, but I can't promise anything...I have a lot of half finished things, but nothing ready to post. Most of the time when I try to finish anything I end up getting distracted and just sitting there thinking about things I wish I didn't reminisce about so much. Uggh...why can't I stop thinking? I can't figure out how to express anything through art or writing anymore, and it's really starting to frustrate me. Actually EVERYTHING pisses me off lately, but enough of my bitchy complaining and onto a new topic. Ummm...midterms, oh YAY. Four lovely days of them starting Thursday when I have to write two essays in one day! Joyous joyful joy of the world. I don't even know how to study anymore, either. I've only actually tried for an extended period of time (i.e. more than five minutes) once, and it was a fail. Whatever, I can't say I care (even though I It's almost eight thirty and I haven't done anything productive all fucking day.
Bye,
Envy

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play.
Step 3: Check off the songs when someone guesses both artist and song title correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: whoever gets the most wins


1. If you wana sink to the bottom with me
2. Turn it up I never want to go home, I only want to be part of your breakdown
3. Is it worth it, can you even hear me?
4. Sitting in the dark I can't forget
5. The amount of pills I'm taking counteracts the booze I'm drinking
6. She seemed dressed in all of me
7. It's easier to run (durr)
8. Seemed to stop my breath
9. Must be something you're hiding
10. Perfect by nature
11. I don't know who to trust, your surprise
12. Life is a waterfall
13. I waited for you yesterday
14. I did my time, and I want out
15. From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
16. The world was on fire and no one could save me but you
17. In the brightest hour of my darkest day
18. I see nothing in your eyes
19. Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
20. When dreaming, I'm guided to another world

Blahh. Hopefully more art soon. Hopefully.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1.Vikki
2.Envy
3.Ikkums/Ikkerz...thank you, Carter

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1.Kitty11Rocker
2.Vikki*insertlastnamehere*93
3.StayOutOfTheLights

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1.Listen to moosic

2.Procrastinate about my Bio lab
3.Whoa, I've been really useless

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.I'm not an evil biotch (I hope)
2.My brain works in strange ways
3.Not coming up with answerness here...

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.Hair/appearance
2.I can't draw
3.I'm easily bored

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1.Russian
2.Italian
3.German, English, and a little Polish and French

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1.Failing at life (litterally)
2.Heights
3.Creepers/evil peoples

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.mis pijamas
2.a ring
3.no socks

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1.Fuds
2.Entertainment
3.Mah friends

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1.iPod
2.mah cellular
3.Pencil, I guess

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1.Linkin Park
2.Slipknot
3.Sick Puppies, and waaay more

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1.Hang out with peoples/entertain yourself
2.Make oey go boom
3.musicness/artness

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1.Snuff-Slipknot
2.Taking Over Me-Evanescence
3.Funeral of Hearts-HIM....this question took me entirely too long cause I couldn't decide

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1.Playing flute again (That's not new, but get over it)
2.more artness
3.becoming a better writer...iunno

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1.go
2.explode
3.yourself

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1.Trust
2.Ease of communication
3.Simplicity

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
1.Carbon Dioxide
2.occupancy of space
3.Use of supplies

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1.I ride horses
2.I fail to come up with witty remarks
3.This question has a purpose

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1.Height
2.HAIR
3.Athletic ability

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1.Not a jerkmuffin
2.Caring
3.not stupid...

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1.Win at life
2.Stop procrastinating and do my freaking homework
3.Maintain homeostasis properly(a.k.a. I'm always cold)

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1.Simplicity
2.Happiness
3.Liking being with mi familia

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1.A non-failure-ific laptop/better connection to the internetzz
2.money, I guess
3.World Peace/Enternal happiness?

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1.Everyone else was already taken
2.Because of recessive and dominant genes and DNA
3.Shuddap

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1.Listening to/playing music
2.Horseback riding
3.Artnessing

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1.Something with music or art
2.Something with writing
3.Something with psychology

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1.EUROPE
2.Australia
3.Someplace warm with nice beaches

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1.Ryuk
2.Nel
3.Light

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1.Oriontheconstellation
2.Carter
3.Luke

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1.Vikki
2.Hannah
3.Laura

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1.Find out the meaning of life...if there is one...
2.Find out why you are asking me all these questions
3.Win the Game!

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY
(just so there's a chance of killing him painfully)